I Am Fucking Balling

Well, I can't fully brag about what I've done because it requires an insight into what's typically going on in my head and I feel unwell describing that even on my own site, but I am doing incredibly well! I've successfully acted in a way that was incredibly normal and acceptable for the given situation, despite the overwhelming internal pressure to be a little freak about it. Look at me go ^__^!!!

To whoever I'll be in the future, as I reread this post one day far away: you cannot possibly comprehend the sort of victory we're experiencing right now. I feel like I should be laying on my bed kicking my feet in the air like a lovestruck teenager.

And to the me of the near future as soon as I hit another spike: we can literally do anything I feel unstoppable now 👍 just keep going or something. Bye!